Thread by @Tinu

I'm losing #myspoons tonight.

[Lady wrestler tantrum GIF]

I don't even know where to start. I'm having cramps in addition to the rest of my chronic pain life.

Which they confirm are as painful as heart attacks.

My legs have that dull heavy fibro ache. My back hurts, but so does the right hip bone where all my bone marrow aspiration was.

[Bone marrow gives weird GIF results. Multi-colored dancing skeletons holding hands is all I got.]

And the fatigue. Been lying here watching Brooklyn Nine Nine on @hulu trying to get up energy this project that needs to be done by morning if I don't want to be broke all of March.

But I'm a #Spoonie so we charge like this cell phone battery: inefficiently.

[This GIF has a blue cat shaking a battery to try to get a battery to charge. It goes up slightly, then back down instead.]

I can't get up the energy to get a drink & move my laptop to the bed where it will be easier to make two edits to the video I finally made today.

I thought listing the tasks would make themselves smaller. Now I'm exhausted at the thought. #mypaindiary

unroll pls