1) #SayBraveThings is my creation. My mind came up with it many years ago. It's always been a source of betterment in my life to live by that principle. Today is my turn to say a brave thing again. I'm a survivor of a hidden form of cannibalism within certain families. CNS fluid.
2) Throughout the years they have tapped my spine often for experience and sustenance. It's easy to do and easy to hide. The health consequences that I suffer in my spine are a direct result of this diminished CNS fluid and regular trauma from various spinal tap access points.
3) I can't say for sure why this culture does this, if this is for experiential or nourishment purposes, but they hide it within their own families by creating one 'battery' for the rest of them this way. A scapegoat. A middle child. In my case, a foster child.
4) My wives kept me for their own livelihood in this system and for whatever experiential or nourishment purposes my CNS fluid (and any other commodity my body held such as my kidney donation) would bring them.
5) I believe that without this regular tapping of my spine, the people in this culture cannot survive. Obviously I'm not the only one they're doing this to. I believe that Sarah and I are both 'royal slaves' within this culture that has set policies for government since Sumer.
6/end) I believe there are many like Sarah & I but many are not able to recognize what they've been through yet. With love & compassion for this broken, dysfunctional system designed by a trapped will to survive, my hope is that humans find a better way to live. #TruthisEvolution
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What would happen if you forced your body to repeatedly do things it was emotionally traumatized by doing? After decades of this self-abuse, would your body continue cooperating with your consciousness or would it react naturally in a way that preserves life over even itself?
Emotional trauma negatively affects the biochemistry of the body and therefore its function in profound ways. Over time consciousness itself would be affected by these chosen and forced behaviors, dulled by the brain's inability to perceive accurately through fried wiring.
Would the physical body, left to an abusive consciousness, decide to end its own life in order to preserve life beyond itself? A natural failsafe for severely dysfunctional consciousness? I would assume if so, it would be a gradual reaction.