they showed their badges and asked to speak to someone inside my house.
i instantly saw their guns.
when i asked if they had a warrant, an officer threatened to come back with a warrant and rip my door off its hinges.
(1/?)
when it was revealed that all they wanted was to see if someone inside had a phone contact that would help them with an investigation, I asked why the officer threatened a search warrant at all or to rip my door off its hinges.
the officer denied making either threat (2/?)
(and, yes—i have a video recording of him making both threats.)
when i tried to explain why four white men with badges and guns showing up on a black woman’s doorstep in 2018 was cause for extreme alarm, they said:
“this isn’t about race”
“I don’t see color”
(3/?)
“I’m colorblind”
at this point i had to take a moment to myself.
i sat on my floor and cried.
but i was hoping—HOPING—this could be a teachable moment for them.
(4/?)
so at the end of this encounter i pulled myself together and tried to explain AGAIN how every day for the past two years I’ve seen pictures and videos of white men with badges like theirs and guns like theirs murder and assault innocent black people.
(5/?)
i tried to explain how understanding that viewpoint would help them positively interact with black people in the future.
the officer who threatened to rip my door off its hinges and then denied making this threat interrupted me to say the following:
(6/?)
“I wish the public would stop focusing on the negative. It’s such a small percentage of the police force. I get discriminated against all the time.”
then the fucker made a joke.
laughed.
and walked away.
(7/?)
This.
Is.
The.
Fucking.
Problem.
(8/8)
and just to be clear, i am okay. i am sharing this because writing is how I process and get through trauma.
i am not going to let that bastard ruin my day or my weekend or my life.
I’ve had to cancel some fall events due to health and book 2, so next time I hit the road will be in october for the @fiercereads fall tour!
To celebrate, I've teamed up with my fellow tour buddies to give away signed copies of all of our books! One lucky winner will get (1/?)
personalized and signed copies of:
- Children of Blood and Bone by Tomi Adeyemi
- The Boneless Mercies by April Genevieve Tucholke
- Check Please by Ngozi Ukazu
- Black Wings Beating by Alexander London
- Renegades by Marissa Meyer
(2/?)
HOW TO ENTER 1. Follow me on Instagram. 2. Like this post. 3. Tag a friend in the comments of this post who you think would also like the chance to win. 4. Follow the other authors! Click on the image to see who I’ve tagged and then head over to their Instagram profile. (3/?)
When I was in sixth grade I had to testify in immigration court for my mom. I sat there on the stand—11 years old—trying to explain to a judge why I needed my mom to stay. When I realized the judge might actually take her away, I cried so hard I could no longer speak (1/?)
It was single handedly the worst experience of my life and in the end we were lucky.
She got to stay.
There are absolutely no words for the unspeakably horror trump and this government are inflicting on innocent immigrants and refugees. Families are being ripped apart. (2/?)
Children are being forced into cages and being put on suicide watch.
The kidlit community is coming together with a hope of raising $42k to fight this. Let’s get these families the legal help they need and fight to keep these innocent and young lives from being destroyed. (3/?)