1) @SaRaAshcraft or @FionaBa47662575 maybe someone can give me some insight. I recently was talking to my sister, shes the one who got me studying #SRA and the possibility of it influencing our past
2) she told me about an incident she had recently remembered after moving out of the house at 16 and having gotten a new phone # that nobody had.
3) shortly after getting this new number she started getting strange calls. A man with an evil intonation would call and harass her, call her terrible names. She had only recently remembered this happening, but at the time it was terrifying.
4) she would beg him to stop and scream at him to stop calling her. Those demands would be met with heinous laughter. He said things like "you'll never get away from me, I'll always find you..."
5) for some reason she never called the police and she never talked about it. It was like she'd forget it happening shortly after.
Sometimes she would answer and just hear breathing. It always terrified her. This sister had been sexually abused on the cult my parents took us to and we'd all grown up isolated, just for some back story. But none of those people had this new number, Only family members did
Some time after these calls mysteriously stopped (as far as she remembers) she remembered them and told my mother about them. And here's where it gets really strange.
8) my mother told my sister something similar had happened when my mom was a little girl around 7. So late 60s. A man with an evil voice kept calling my mother and telling her horrible things, like he was going to slit her mother's throat and all kinds of gruesome things.
9) as well as the line that he'd always find her. My mother also seemed to forget this happening and never told anyone until my sister's story triggered the memory.
10)Keep in mind that by the time my sister was born, my parents had isolated us from everyone including grandmother, aunts and uncles. So there was nobody who had been in my mom's life as a kid that would have any contact with my sister at 16. And anyone pranking my sister...
11) ...like my brothers, would not have been alive. And as for copying an occurrence they'd heard about, my mother had never spoken about this before my sister mentioning it. Very bizarre.
I fully realized 3 years ago at the age of 30 that we had been abused as kids. I had always known there was "a bit of dysfunction", but at 30 I realized fully that we'd been abused. That's when I started self therapy. But I still never suspected more than "normal abuse."
And now I'm not sure. Looking into my parents pasts there are some weird anomalies. I'm not completely sure how to know for sure if there was #SRA involved.
I'll end this thread for now, but there is a lot more about my mother, from suspecting multiple personalities, to her father being VP of a pharmaceutical company and graduating from Purdue, to my uncle's abusive behaviors and recent accidental death...there is a lot on both sides
I'm also being heavily shadowbanned, I think. I dont think many people are seeing my tweets. I dont have a lot of followers anyway. But I'm trying to sort through this as well as help my sisters sort through this. They are the ones with more traumatic memories.
I dont have any memories of #sexual #abuse or any indication of personal satanic ritual abuse. But knowing the nature of it and the amnesia associated with it, I honestly can't say for sure what's gone on in my past. Tips for self therapy appreciated.

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Aug 30, 2018
This Billy Graham being a pedo is hard, I know. 😏 Its hard to believe that men we've looked up to, especially spiritually, could be doing evil things. It's hard to look inside ourselves and have to ask ourselves if we've been placing men in a place of worship.
That really is the difficult part, isnt it? "Well, I'm elect, I definitely could not have been decieved so horribly..."
Then people like @FionaBa47662575 come along and instead of looking inside our own hearts and recognizing the flaws, we'd rather assume she's some crazy woman who makes up really dark fantasies for attention. Because this isnt really about Billy Sham, this is about us...
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Survivors like @FionaBa47662575 and @SaRaAshcraft have dealt with so many peoples agendas and control. Anything that doesnt resonate with you specifically you have the right to ignore, block, or dismiss. All of us do. We're on a mission. We have the right to cut distractions.
I'm not (that I can currently detect) an SRA survivor, but I am a survivor of childabuse and a child who grew up on a cult where there was sexual deviance and extreme religious abuse, mental and emotional abuse, and physical exploitation
I have deleted "friends" who I realized over time were giving me more anxiety than friendship. I've blocked family members. I've blocked people on social media, some who probably knew they deserved it and others who were well meaning and were probably hurt and confused
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