Thread by @SarahRuAshcraft

@SCauffee @Moth3r0fDragons @fixurheart2016 @haley_renely @DrowningWest @BradFitzpatriot @Wandaspangler2 @sharpedge42 @breeeezy35 @DualityMan @cajunsoulfire74 @JennyJayBear @MrFreeech @NoSheeplezHere @EveTweets @Fuctupmind @podobensky @jamiedlux @dum_phuk @Duffy_1958 @TraffickReport1 @SaveRChildrenCa @Gentle1111Chaos @Neen_Katzmann @FionaBa47662575 Thanks for noticing this. I've been praying on this a lot the last couple of days and I think I understand why many are assuming these are ideas I believe in or want to promote. I don't preface these things with "If what the Hivites said is true, then it would potentially mean X"

@SCauffee @Moth3r0fDragons @fixurheart2016 @haley_renely @DrowningWest @BradFitzpatriot @Wandaspangler2 @sharpedge42 @breeeezy35 @DualityMan @cajunsoulfire74 @JennyJayBear @MrFreeech @NoSheeplezHere @EveTweets @Fuctupmind @podobensky @jamiedlux @dum_phuk @Duffy_1958 @TraffickReport1 @SaveRChildrenCa @Gentle1111Chaos @Neen_Katzmann @FionaBa47662575 I think people don't fully understand my motivation in exploring these topics. I'm taking the Hivite's system and analyzing all the ways that it aligns, whether directly or by metaphor, with the bible, to then examine how they twist it and use it against us. It's just exploration

@SCauffee @Moth3r0fDragons @fixurheart2016 @haley_renely @DrowningWest @BradFitzpatriot @Wandaspangler2 @sharpedge42 @breeeezy35 @DualityMan @cajunsoulfire74 @JennyJayBear @MrFreeech @NoSheeplezHere @EveTweets @Fuctupmind @podobensky @jamiedlux @dum_phuk @Duffy_1958 @TraffickReport1 @SaveRChildrenCa @Gentle1111Chaos @Neen_Katzmann @FionaBa47662575 As a trained philosopher, the mental processes I regularly go through when pondering alternative possibilities without believing them or needing them to be true is akin to playing "Devil's Advocate" for lack of a better term (though on second thought, is actually kind of literal)

@SCauffee @Moth3r0fDragons @fixurheart2016 @haley_renely @DrowningWest @BradFitzpatriot @Wandaspangler2 @sharpedge42 @breeeezy35 @DualityMan @cajunsoulfire74 @JennyJayBear @MrFreeech @NoSheeplezHere @EveTweets @Fuctupmind @podobensky @jamiedlux @dum_phuk @Duffy_1958 @TraffickReport1 @SaveRChildrenCa @Gentle1111Chaos @Neen_Katzmann @FionaBa47662575 I am aware that they want me to advocate for them, obviously, which I try really hard to avoid as I #SayBraveThings because I don't ever want to do what they want. But if I don't understand how they've used their lies to confuse & trick people, I can't help by finding the counter

@SCauffee @Moth3r0fDragons @fixurheart2016 @haley_renely @DrowningWest @BradFitzpatriot @Wandaspangler2 @sharpedge42 @breeeezy35 @DualityMan @cajunsoulfire74 @JennyJayBear @MrFreeech @NoSheeplezHere @EveTweets @Fuctupmind @podobensky @jamiedlux @dum_phuk @Duffy_1958 @TraffickReport1 @SaveRChildrenCa @Gentle1111Chaos @Neen_Katzmann @FionaBa47662575 As in counter argument. Because what I'm really trying to do, at the end of the day, is show Hivites, by their own system/rules/mythology, how their very existence and everything they do is not only wrong, but contradictory to their own arguments they use to justify it.

@SCauffee @Moth3r0fDragons @fixurheart2016 @haley_renely @DrowningWest @BradFitzpatriot @Wandaspangler2 @sharpedge42 @breeeezy35 @DualityMan @cajunsoulfire74 @JennyJayBear @MrFreeech @NoSheeplezHere @EveTweets @Fuctupmind @podobensky @jamiedlux @dum_phuk @Duffy_1958 @TraffickReport1 @SaveRChildrenCa @Gentle1111Chaos @Neen_Katzmann @FionaBa47662575 So when I say "I'm entertaining the possibility that X could have been" the language isn't clear enough to specifically ascertain my motive. When I go through these things, I'm just trying to get into their mindset so I can debunk it with logic they can't refute. They hate that.

@SCauffee @Moth3r0fDragons @fixurheart2016 @haley_renely @DrowningWest @BradFitzpatriot @Wandaspangler2 @sharpedge42 @breeeezy35 @DualityMan @cajunsoulfire74 @JennyJayBear @MrFreeech @NoSheeplezHere @EveTweets @Fuctupmind @podobensky @jamiedlux @dum_phuk @Duffy_1958 @TraffickReport1 @SaveRChildrenCa @Gentle1111Chaos @Neen_Katzmann @FionaBa47662575 And to be clear, I am in constant prayer about it as I wade into these controversial ideas, asking God to show me how to combat it and shut it down, to show me where to focus so I can help unravel and therefore destroy the whole narrative.

@SCauffee @Moth3r0fDragons @fixurheart2016 @haley_renely @DrowningWest @BradFitzpatriot @Wandaspangler2 @sharpedge42 @breeeezy35 @DualityMan @cajunsoulfire74 @JennyJayBear @MrFreeech @NoSheeplezHere @EveTweets @Fuctupmind @podobensky @jamiedlux @dum_phuk @Duffy_1958 @TraffickReport1 @SaveRChildrenCa @Gentle1111Chaos @Neen_Katzmann @FionaBa47662575 Finally, and I say this more for contextual awareness & so others can understand what survivors like me are FORCED to have to do as a result of being mind controlled, I am not in a position to be able to dismiss ANY narrative without examining it first. Otherwise...

@SCauffee @Moth3r0fDragons @fixurheart2016 @haley_renely @DrowningWest @BradFitzpatriot @Wandaspangler2 @sharpedge42 @breeeezy35 @DualityMan @cajunsoulfire74 @JennyJayBear @MrFreeech @NoSheeplezHere @EveTweets @Fuctupmind @podobensky @jamiedlux @dum_phuk @Duffy_1958 @TraffickReport1 @SaveRChildrenCa @Gentle1111Chaos @Neen_Katzmann @FionaBa47662575 If I don't examine ALL the potential angles, then I leave myself open to vulnerability and I risk overlooking what may be a life saving truth. And sadly, this is not a platitude or hyperbole. My prior false beliefs nearly got me killed. I am forced to examine ALL ideas critically

@SCauffee @Moth3r0fDragons @fixurheart2016 @haley_renely @DrowningWest @BradFitzpatriot @Wandaspangler2 @sharpedge42 @breeeezy35 @DualityMan @cajunsoulfire74 @JennyJayBear @MrFreeech @NoSheeplezHere @EveTweets @Fuctupmind @podobensky @jamiedlux @dum_phuk @Duffy_1958 @TraffickReport1 @SaveRChildrenCa @Gentle1111Chaos @Neen_Katzmann @FionaBa47662575 I hope this clears some of the issue, as I am currently being attacked by other Christians who are either not considering all the things I have to be mindful of due to my unique circumstance or are otherwise deciding that I deserve to be attacked for whatever reason.

@SCauffee @Moth3r0fDragons @fixurheart2016 @haley_renely @DrowningWest @BradFitzpatriot @Wandaspangler2 @sharpedge42 @breeeezy35 @DualityMan @cajunsoulfire74 @JennyJayBear @MrFreeech @NoSheeplezHere @EveTweets @Fuctupmind @podobensky @jamiedlux @dum_phuk @Duffy_1958 @TraffickReport1 @SaveRChildrenCa @Gentle1111Chaos @Neen_Katzmann @FionaBa47662575 I've also been praying a lot since yesterday about a bad habit I've fallen into here that's neither correct nor something I'm proud of or want to continue. I've been using the term "Christianists" and saying people are "Fake Christians" in my estimation. That's not very Christian

@SCauffee @Moth3r0fDragons @fixurheart2016 @haley_renely @DrowningWest @BradFitzpatriot @Wandaspangler2 @sharpedge42 @breeeezy35 @DualityMan @cajunsoulfire74 @JennyJayBear @MrFreeech @NoSheeplezHere @EveTweets @Fuctupmind @podobensky @jamiedlux @dum_phuk @Duffy_1958 @TraffickReport1 @SaveRChildrenCa @Gentle1111Chaos @Neen_Katzmann @FionaBa47662575 I often chastise others for judging faith and judging the heart of others and I usually block those I deem aren't the right "kind" of Christian, which is ridiculous, and frankly not of God. I see this clearly today in a way I didn't before, and I thank God for this clarity.

@SCauffee @Moth3r0fDragons @fixurheart2016 @haley_renely @DrowningWest @BradFitzpatriot @Wandaspangler2 @sharpedge42 @breeeezy35 @DualityMan @cajunsoulfire74 @JennyJayBear @MrFreeech @NoSheeplezHere @EveTweets @Fuctupmind @podobensky @jamiedlux @dum_phuk @Duffy_1958 @TraffickReport1 @SaveRChildrenCa @Gentle1111Chaos @Neen_Katzmann @FionaBa47662575 For whatever it's worth, I appreciate people are willing to at least engage in the discussion with me. It's selfish because I just want to unravel all the lies my dad told me and figure out the whole truth of my own life, and I know these "ideas" I'm proposing are unpopular.