i am doubled over in pain. i have lost two hours. my insides ache. i push my fist against my skin, leaning into myself, trying not to hurt. i breath carefully. it hurts still.
i have one dose left to take today. i get two, even thought that leaves me with 18 to 20 hours without pain relief. i must choose judiciously. i am saving it.
i have surgery next week : a laparoscopy to check and see if there is anything growing inside my abdomen. the hypothesis is endometriosis, tissue that escapes your womb and fills your abdomen with blood, expanding until everything about your torso is full of pain
thank you everyone for your help with my medications today. just went out to run some errands. as i was getting out of my car, a woman introduced herself - tasha - and explained that she was homeless and her tent had been ripped to shreds last night
it’s bad out here in the bay; the cost of living is so high that so many people simply can’t afford it. the affluence that technology brings is usually right next to huge sprawling cities of tents and campers
i didn’t have any cash on me but i told her i would get her some on the way out. it’s been dropping into the 40s and lower for the last week, with rain