So, right now, I can't stop listening to @QueenWillRock's & @DavidBowieReal's 'Under Pressure'. Part of it is a nostalgia run, but that's peripheral. The core of it is that I'm in a space where I really don't think humanity is worth saving. I don't care. Trump? Climate change? 1/
Fine. F*** it, f*** you, f*** the handwringing and the hysteria. Bring on the apocalypse because frankly, that's all the human species deserves. And I'm done with mercy. I'm @realGrumpyCat to infinity right now. 2/
One of the things that I've learned is to pay attention when I'm playing a song on endless loop, because it's telling me something important about what I can't/won't articulate about what I'm feeling right now. 'Under Pressure' tells me I'm tired. I'm angry. I'm done. 3/
So, I'm reading 'Accidental Saints' by @Sarcasticluther at the behest of @rochellezecher, albeit slowly: in part to savour & reflect, but mostly because it's cracking me wide open. I'm an incrementalist when it comes to cracking my shell, this bugs me. @revdaniel@crazypastor 1/
Yeah, yeah, I should have seen it coming. There were definitely massive fuck off clues whilst reading 'Pastrix' and 'Salvation on the Small Screen', things I normally would have put in a box to deal w/ later weren't going in their flipping boxes. 2/
I guess it takes a fellow grumpy, snarky misanthrope deeply committed to social justice to get to me. If I'd figured it out, I'd have found the right damn armour. I hate not being able to steel myself. This book has made me cry in *almost every chapter*, each of which 3/
"'Father And Son' is for those people who can't break loose."
--@YusufCatStevens
That one sentence explains my love for this song from the moment I heard in on WLTT (W-Lite, with songs from the 60s, 70s, and today) when I was about 11. "I know I have to go" was my mantra 1/
until I actually left a decade after first hearing it:
"All the times that I cried, keeping all the things I knew inside,
It's hard, but it's harder to ignore it
If they were right, I'd agree, but it's them they know not me
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Now there's a way and I know that I have to go away
I know I have to go."
Those lines kept me sane in a deeply dysfunctional, emotionally abusive family. My parents were children of Partition, with their trauma hardened into rage, unable to love or be loved.
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Ok, everyone, heads up. This is how subtle racism and not-so-subtle colonialism works. 1/
One of our students is a Brit who lived in India for 30 years and never learned Hindi. Also, shortly after she arrived here, in the middle of a community post-lecture coffee, she walked into my office - which I share with a white officemate, 2/
*looked straight at me*, addressed me by name & said, 'Some milk has been spilled, it needs cleaning up.' My office is on the way to the kitchen, which has towels, soap, and water. It didn't occur to her to do it herself, nor did it occur to her to include my white officemate 3/
I was born 8 days before #BobbyKennedy was shot. My mother was still in hospital post-Caesarean; she heard the news on telly. For me, #RFK50, #MLK, #JFK are behind me, but cast a long shadow. To quote Meatloaf, objects in the rear view mirror may appear closer than they are. 1/
When I was young, I wanted to know everything about the Kennedys and MLK, these men whose loss traumatised my parents' generation. I'll remember a PE teacher saying, 'Of course we're here. We killed the greatest leaders we had.' JFK's and MLK's losses broke my heart, but 2/
I always had a particularly strong reaction to RFK's - I would start sobbing and be unable to stop; it was like the world had shattered and could never be put back together. I wondered why, and it's only now that I have a glimmer of understanding. JFK became president. 3/
So, @docrocktex26, I've been thinking about this for a while & need some professional input to see if I'm on the right track. I think seeing 'Hamilton' helped me articulate it. It has to do with America's patriotism. Bear with me. 1/
This status by @DiscordianKitty made me start to write it down. She's right. American patriotism is cult-like. It's creepy. It's downright *idolatry*. This from a nation who prides itself in its revolutionary past: look at me! *I* ran away from Mummy! 2/
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*I* fought Mother Britain and I won, unlike the rest of you wimps, Australia, Canada, South Africa, etc. etc. goes America's refrain. But. BUT. What stayed with me from 'Hamilton', as I thought about the land I was born in, was how adolescent our founding fathers were. 3/