I don't even know where to start. I'm having cramps in addition to the rest of my chronic pain life.
Which they confirm are as painful as heart attacks.
My legs have that dull heavy fibro ache. My back hurts, but so does the right hip bone where all my bone marrow aspiration was.
[Bone marrow gives weird GIF results. Multi-colored dancing skeletons holding hands is all I got.]
And the fatigue. Been lying here watching Brooklyn Nine Nine on @hulu trying to get up energy this project that needs to be done by morning if I don't want to be broke all of March.
But I'm a #Spoonie so we charge like this cell phone battery: inefficiently.
[This GIF has a blue cat shaking a battery to try to get a battery to charge. It goes up slightly, then back down instead.]
I can't get up the energy to get a drink & move my laptop to the bed where it will be easier to make two edits to the video I finally made today.
I thought listing the tasks would make themselves smaller. Now I'm exhausted at the thought. #mypaindiary
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Friends, Romans, Country ass folks? This week all #myspoons threads will be cross-postedto @WeAreDisabled.
It's a cool project you can learn more about at weatedisabled.wordoress.com -a snapshot of @disabled people's lives & experiences, hosted for a week at a time by various disabled people.
I'm also going to be re-postimg some of my old cancer posts from tinustuff.com.
Damn if coffee doesn’t help me more than hurt. #myspoons
I wonder if getting out of the habit of drinking coffee was a daft choice as a #spoonie with multiple fatigue conditions.
Once my body let me get out of bed today, I figured, let me get coffee while I'm up. And wow.
It didn't fix everything (I’m definitely depressed and need a therapist) but damned if I'm not actually getting things done for the first time in 3 weeks.