Survivors of multi-generational Luciferianism have been conditioned to believe that they would rather die, or will die, if leave their "family" (the Illuminati group). This is the core of suicidal programming or as, in my case, Omega programming.
This is a multi-generational Cult.
Leaving means breaking all contact with parents, spouse, siblings, aunts, uncles, cousins as well as childhood friends. Since other members are usually amnesic, unless something happens to trigger their own memories, they don’t understand.
...the survivor leaving and family/friends will all try to contact the survivor. They’ll try to draw them back in, asking "don't you love us anymore?" or become accusatory and hostile if the survivor does not respond the way they wish...
As in my case, the survivor will be told that they are "crazy", making things up, etc.
The hardest thing for me to over come in my programming as been the suicide programming.
And they still send out “flying monkeys” to activate it...
The person they use most often is my “godmother, who is my mother’s paternal cousin.
I don’t think she has a clue. She’ll tell me, I am missed and that she wants to see me. She’ll send me childhood photos. This is meant to activate my
“come back or die” programming...
When I first left in 1989, and outed my parents to my pastor, he said I absolutely had to cut all contact (wise man) but I wasn’t deprogrammed at all and the Omega programming was immediately triggered.
I ended up in the ER in Santa Monica with my stomach being pumped...
It took twelve years for me to completely break free.
I was constantly being drawn back in, amnesic and unaware.
Even with a no contact rule set in place by my then husband, my mother who hand been my primary handler,
would contact me via the phone and trigger me to be self destructive.
Thankfully my husband caught on and changed our number, and requested I never pick up for a number I didn’t recognize on the caller ID.
Have mercy on those trying to leave. It is not easy.
Forgive my typos, just trying to get this all out while I’m brave enough to say it publicly.
Intentional programming of an #Illuminati infant often begins before birth. Prenatal splitting is well known in the cult, a baby is capable of fragmenting in the womb due to trauma.
This is usually done between 7th & 9th months of pregnancy.
Techniques used include: placing headphones on the mother's abdomen and playing loud, discordant music (such as some modern classical pieces or even Wagner's operas). Loud, heavy rock has also been used.
Other methods include having the mother ingest quantities of bitter substances to make the amniotic fluid bitter, or yelling at the fetus inside the womb. The mother's abdomen may be hit as well.
Yes, I was used as an underage honey pot/spy as part of a C(I)A operation that U.S. taxpayers funded.
(fionabarnett.org/2018/09/09/hol…)
It is part of the bigger picture of the DOD/C(I)A/M16 #MKultra#mindcontrol operations that U.S. taxpayers also paid for.
I was just saying to @IsaacKappy that one of the reasons I came forward publicly Oct 13, 2017 regarding #pedopredator Serial Child Rapist Roman Polanski is because Polanski is BFFs w Harvey Weinstein who runs w the #ClintonCrimeFamily which includes Soros & Rothschilds...
Hugh Hefner, who worked with and for the C(I)A, though he was given🔑keys to my Beta and was one of my Handlers, never actually owned me.
I wasn’t his slave per se.
Considering that, as a child, I was passed around to the same group of people most starlets were, you can assume they managed to compromise everyone who had a viable career in the Entertainment/Film Industry.
...And they compromised anyone attached to the film industry in insurance or finance.
Hugh Hefner’s Los Angeles house conveniently adjoined
LACC. How about a nice “round of golf”. 🙄
Such disgusting people.
On #September11th 2001
I was jolted awake by the phone ringing.
It was my father in law, his panicked voice on the other end, crying in fear. He asked me where his son was.
I said he’s already in court this morning.
My father law a retired lawyer was a bright, articulate man yet he was nearly unintelligible that morning choking on tears, terrified for his precious little girl. My sister in law, his first born child was a buyer for Macy’s and working in NYC on 9/11/2001.
Papa, as we called my father in law said, “turn on the tv.” My heart racing, I walked on swollen feet carrying my heavily pregnant body to the family room to switch it on and stood phone in hand staring in disbelief as I witnessed the trauma of #911 unfold before me.
Ending their #mindcontrol matrix will be the death blow to Cabal’s #NWO.
@RealCathyOBrien and Mark have lead the way.
As a survivor of C(I)A #mindcontrol, I owe both of them a debt of gratitude.
Mark and Cathy’s boldness speaking out and Cathy’s books and positive attitude have been a light in my life.
Courage - Hope - Healing - Light -Love - Joy
Being a survivor of this stuff is extremely isolating.
It’s nearly impossible to trust anyone.
The very few people I open the door to are fellow victims/survivors and, even they must prove themselves safe and gain my trust.
Who’s your Daddy now?
Fuck you John (Skippy) Podesta we will own your ass in Gitmo!
When #pizzagate broke late in 2016, thanks to Julian Assange and Wikileaks, I was relieved people were able to handle the #childsextrafficking and #SRA revelations.